a letter

this is a letter i read and found full of emotions , i wanted to share this here. I have edited it so that the privacy of the writer remains intact and have asked her permission before i post this here, so here it is .....




It’s not been long, since I first thought about you in a manner that even surprised me too. Yes, I loved a guy I knew nothing about. I loved him, I still don’t know why. He called me one of his soulmates, when I knew that I wasn’t probably. Coz for me he was the only one…soulmate? Don’t know…the word seemed small to me. No, not a soulmate but my soul itself. He may have many, but I knew I had just one.

I dived into the unknown waters of what is called love, not knowing how deepor how wide it would be. I went further and further, realizing very soon that Iwas actually going through an emotional progression and sentimentalescalation…big words
In simple words I was evolving as a person.

I felt loved even before I was told that I had him to love me. And that is justbecause I loved that person soo much that I understood that it was enough tokeep me going for the rest of my life. I ‘had’ never rather I ‘have’ neverfelt this way before. I just don’t only feel complete and fulfilled but sooONE with the person I love. I breath him, I sense him, I hear him, and I mhopelessly in love with him.
Each fight we go through and each crisis we face together; makes me feel somuch more secure and so much more absolute, that I don’t feel the need tolook at any other path but his. He leads my way and I walk with him…till mylast day or till the day he wants me to (which ever happens first)…and willb the happiest holding his hand and ensure myself over and over again, atbeing led by the person I trust blindly.
For me, he runs my life and I have no second thoughts about it.Strange, how I handed over everything into his hands, without even thinkingonce. Perhaps, love gave me all the assurance I needed to have to take astep like that.
For me, now, its not just love; it’s a bond…that gives me ‘a status’ in youreyes, ‘a name’ and ‘a right’. It’s just not me anymore. I m changed. Because I m more of you now, than I m myself.
And I feel as if I’m falling in love with you all over again each day…

It’s MY feeling only…

I know I am crazy…
But I do know this too…that for me…nothing will ever change…My actions have no reason…yes…but they give peace - to my love - for you...and that’s enough to satisfy me…

The day you told me, you love me…I felt the whole world coming together just totell me tat I have everything in this world now…
Days passed and each day I felt closer to you...

YOU knew more of me and I discovered a new you each day…
The one who was pointless at times, stubborn always, silly, crazy, cute and what not…
I loved him more and more…
And I know that - this love will only grow with time…
before this gets too emotional , I’ll end it…
because I want to keep this short

You
YOU are my life…I can never ever think of parting with you...
No matter how unreasonable you get…I’ll still love you just the same way…
Relationships and people both change with time and so will we…rather wehave already changed so much…as individuals and as a couple…since the timewe first got together…

But I just hope that this love remains forever…

We might not b there together probably and part our ways in the future simplybecause you have your duties to fulfill and I have a home to look after…But I know one thing for sure…that even if probably tomorrow you get married and we never talk again…I’ll still love you...just as much as I do today or probablyeven more…

YOU are there in every thought but you are just not there anywhere when I look around
All I find are the empty walls and an even empty air that surrounds meI miss you sooo much

I take this opportunity to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I

love you...

I love you soooo much…