Amen

May God have mercy on our country........

nothing as it seems

inutile tidingses

and they didnt let me sleep in peace all night long, somehow i dropped early to sleep, around 2am, and then the noises started , people talking in the lobby people talking in the corridor , then someone started arguing in the kitchen. around 5am someone in the porch decided to start up the cold car and kept on trying . then the morning breakfast hustle and then 9am my wake up call.

Day before last night, the guy in the room opp mine thought he should start chatting with the night duty person in the lobby. and then he started complaining the radiator in his room was not warm enough. Then he decided to have a breakfast early and gave the order at 3am what he would like at 6. And then in the morning a driver decided to thump his mats clean right outside my window.

Im cursing myself for moving to this room from the basement of the guesthouse. I was better off downstairs where the air was stuffy and had a distinct smell of basements , at least i was able to sleep properly the night.


so today i refused to wake up and said i will sleep in late. sent a message that i wont be able to make it for the meeting and slept , or rather tried to sleep. and then the construction work started, hammering on the room above me, i thought after breakfast there would be a bit quiet in the kitchen but instead it got busier,

on the other hand my search for a place to rent is not going well either, either its too darned expensive or its very bad condition or both at the same time. One place i like is gonna cost me huge, then i think is it worth paying that much or should i just take any place and try to cope, my parents got a shock that i was thinking of paying 40k per month for the place, but since that time every other place i have seen just does not seem to meet even the minimum acceptance criteria i have in my mind.

on yet another front , i have run out of places to eat, there are hardly 5 places worth eating in whole of islamabad, few good dishes, and deserted places. i think no one dines out here in islamabad on weekdays , im not here on weekends to know.

i wanna run away, back to lahore

time ?

i guess its time to move on. ive been contemplating about changing my job the past few days ,

my 6th year in the same job , never before i have seriously thought about moving because i liked it here, had a good team to support me , was doing new things , getting progress, but now i feel i am being taken for granted. I have decided , no more compromise

It cloudy right now outside , with small drizzle now and then, heaters are on, i like this weather..

its time to move on ...