Thursday, January 19, 2006

beyond redemption

thought i did that saved i would be
my prayers answered, and i be free
how foolish was i that i could not see
the sins were unforgiven performed by me
redemption, is not for me

cursed for life a trial i stand
shallow interior, posing grand
my youth misspent, enimity i fanned
i wont get forgiveness from His Hand
redemption, is not for me

spreading lies, performing sin
i lived a life hollow within
to hatred and laothing i givein
nothing but cruelty, a web i spin
redemption, is not for me

ashes to ashes, dust to dust
slaughter the weak, let them rust
power and wealth, all i lust
all this and more, makes the crust
redemption, is not for me

repent all i want but cant undo the past
the deeds i did are going to last
shadow of my evil is all i cast
my burdens are huge, my punishment vast
redemption, is not for me

faith i had is left but little
afterlife i dread, looms a riddle
days remaining would be but brittle
redemption, is not for me

5 comments:

MEDHA said...
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MEDHA said...

blog update karo...and plz put up sumthing tat i havnt read b4...
u kno naa...like a surprise :P

ordered-chaos said...

I DONT like this one at all!!!!

Anonymous said...

woohhhooo!!

missy...u dont like getting bashed up do u?

plz edit this post mE...

-u kno hu it is!!

Anonymous said...

do u plan to update?...ever?
*angel look*
*big smile wid two front teeth cuming out*