yabber
So far , too bad. An extremly worse start of a day where nothingy seems to be going fine work wise. Total chaos so far. I need a break , a long one, not just a weekend , that wont be enough to sustain me for long.
im lost these days, i dont know what im doing , work is just a distraction which keeps me occupied from totaly screwing up my brain. i have no idea what im aiming for right now, i started preparing for giving my PMP next month, have not been studying lately, i guess i would have to postpone the exam now, i wont be ready in 7 days in anycase.
the customer front if killing me as well, im in a meeting every day now for hours, yesterday after attending another 3 hours one, i came to office worked a little and called it a day and went home at 5 and slept , woke up at 8 to find 8 texts and 20 missed calls, and then i slept again rather forced myself to sleep at 12, closed the eyes and tried to atleast.
and im once again having dreams these nights, its been long since i have stopped remembering my dreams, as in what was in the dream but i remember what the dream made me feel. past few nights its all confusion, like the dreams dont make sense, i have had some which left me scared or happy or sad, but confused is new. something just dont make sense. Half the time i wake up disoriented as to where i am and all that and it takes me time to really come to terms with surroundings. Its pretty discomforting a feeling to have, specially right after waking up.
The waking up usually happen at odd times throughout the night, and then after a while i drift again in another tired sleep, only to wake up again a while later. Last night i woke up 5 times in a period of 10 mins , each time it felt as if i was asleep for hours, only when i saw the clock on the wall was when it was revealed that its just few mins from the last time i sat up.
its almost 3 now, ive been writing this post over the past 4 hours, in the middle or work now and then, have another meeting in an hours time. i dont think i have anything else to write more about at the moment , so i will close this post at this time, let me check where be my lunch
9 comments:
Lend me some of ur sleep dude!
Bin sleeping for 4 hrs everyday since past couple a days- ok count in the 20-25min forced sessions arnd mid-mornings.
i shud *yaawnns* be well asleep by now too... yawning lyk crazy, but im not Interested in it these days.
Its simply too boring.
*yaawwwnnsS*
Oops.
then sleep, its almost 1am at your side aint it ?
1:35 buddy..
I think u need a vacation!! lataah.
awww...buddyyy...u do need a vacation, u ll make urslef sick this way...it's insane....
We all need a vacation to make us happy and healthy. Lol. But sleep well, cos if you won't sleep, you'll wither away.
falsaqueen
seems like someone is working waayyy tooo much. you should really lessen your work load at work.
vacation, wish i could.
the last proper vacation vacation was i believe in year 2005. i didnt take any of my casual leaves last year, so far it dosent look like i can take any in upcoming few months , atleast not till aug,
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